wondering ^_^

Feels like getting there..but not there yet...hehe..i wanna do something pleasant..simple..nice..and most importantly would be memorable and it lasts till only God knows when..InsyaAllah.. ^_^

It's quite difficult to decide on things to match the 'objectives' of the events that will be held sooner or later..It's just too challenging these days...It's human nature i guess..Talking and telling the whole world of what it's gonna be like to show that they are 'there' and it's gonna be damn 'great'..and definitely better than everybody else's events..isk..Mind you dear, that's not an easy thing to achieve as everyone wanted theirs to be the best among the best..takutnye nk fight..i don't wanna fight..i don't wanna be in the league..i'm nowhere near..trust me..

When observing people, sometimes i become scared that i might be like them one day..ayoo...tak mau!..I want to discard all the feelings of wanting to impress people, being ext-ord, carrying all 'the most' title..(the most beautiful, the most expensive, the most bla bla bla) that we try to create upon people who are attending..People..I believe, it should not be planned, it should just develop on its own..Let them acquire the feelings on their own..Let it be natural..It feels better and it will lastlonger..                                   

Thinking of it always make me smile..but thinking of the moolah makes my antenna stands with a red warning light that sends a 'beware' sign..hehehe

Just thinking.. ^_^

p/s: gonna talk about it more..later..
      happy but sad as mok pjoy is leaving to penang... :-(