cube saje...

i don't know what is happening to me lately...sgt selalu mengantuk..masuk bilik je, confirm nk tdo..walaupun baru pukol 8..whattdaheck..maybe coz i had a busy week previously..recovering from operation, masuk opis after almost 20 days on mc...(sungguh xselera nk g opis balik..i wish i could just sell goreng pisang dpn rumah takpon tlg abg bob jual cucuk2..). Naseb xngaja..budak2 baru abes final..Kalau tak..i'll be more depressed dn sgt stress juge..(isk..xnk ngaja...nk duk dlm hutan..)..One day in the office, esoknye betolak ke Melake...spending 3 days kt hotel..smbil buat2 busy dgn ape yg patut..(malu nk ckp..tp kak jah dh pecah lobang kt facebook..sabo je la..hehe). Enjoyed the time sleeping on the bed by the window...n jalan2 bandar Melaka..sgt syok..mane penah sye g jalan jauh ngn kwn2..so i had my 2 saiko officemates together with me..suke!

bile balik..nobody was at home..ibu dh pulang ke sabah..nenda went to bali..friends have gone home..Naseb ade mohd kwistel teman saye...sgt sunyi...rase sedey pulak..tibe2 tebayang sume org dh xde..xtau cmane hidup sye ni..

kelas masters pun dh abis..sgt lege..tp xlege sgt la, slagi result tak keluar..Received a call from my supervisor..my dissertation needed some ammendments and before June ends, i need to send in two purplish hard copies of it to the faculty..i just hope it's gonna be fine..as i mentioned earlier, it was not my best piece of work, but i worked hard to finish it off...Mase jumpe prof, i got to know the feedbacks from my 2nd and 3rd reader..i was not shocked on the evaluation she gave me bcoz i know she didn't feel comfortable knowing that i chose someone else to be my supervisor and able to complete my dissertation on time. (Hey dear dr ex-supervisor..my faith is not in your hands..no matter how bad you have commented on my piece of work, God works in a miracle way..i know u gonna feel unsatisfied knowing that my third supervisor was far better than you while evaluating my work and i accept his criticism without arguing whether it should or shouldn't be addressed..but yours, sad to say..were just so so unfair..You were not acting professional and...wateverla..it's just not worth it talking bout you..Takpela...papepun..rezeki saye nk lepas...n grad on time) InsyaAllah...(thn, u can eat your own words dear dr ex-supervisor)..

dh la..malas marah2..lets look at something positive..recently, i'm quite busy filling in this form..what form..nothingla...sje je isi..malu nk ckp..but what i'm trying to say here is..it's tedious..mcm mcm that i need to have in order to apply...surat beranak in english la...copy of passport la..(ye, sye xpenah g obersea.indon pon xpenah sampai...mmg xpenah ade passport tau)..ini la..itu la..kentot betol..kalau ikotkan hati, malasnye nk isi sume tu..tp borangnye dh ade..cube saje la..tp kebarangkalian untuk dapat tu..sgt la sikit..susah..sye cube saje..hehe

okla..i think this is quite a long essay..mcm2 nk ckp..tp lain kali pon buleh ckp..just hope june is gonna get better..a new job maybe...a new feeling maybe..a better throat maybe...whateverlah..just something positive since it's gonna be a month full of weddings and an engagement...congratulations dear friends..suke!