paint the pain

heartless
make sense
but deep in your heart
you will feel the pain
ignoring it
expecting to feel it again
sooner or later
you know it will go away
and come back even not invited
what makes you hold on tight
is the fear of loosing the pain
wondering how it will be
if it decides to not visit you again
well..
that is life i guess
painful yet wonderful
and the pain that are painted on you
are there to be remembered
also to be forgotten
when it fades away
so love the pain
before it goes away
cause we never know
if it decides to go
will it decide to come back to you...

love,
pya